The past couple of days have been so full of ups and downs, dont know if I am coming or going
but I am so grateful of my husbands understanding or this woman would have gotten the belt every
night, I do hope the doctor can get my hormones and or moods adjusted.

I am feeling bad about my attitude and think that maybe I should go to him and tell him I need an adjustment, not that I enjoy getting spanked, but sometimes it gives you a sense of inner peace when
it is all done and over with.

Think thats what I will do, after kids are down for the night I will go to him with belt in hand and ask..